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“IT WAS A FREAK PARTY. SEEING WHO COULD GET THE BIGGEST WEIRDO TO SHOW UP. YEAH, THEY TOOK ONE LOOK AT US, AND THEY JUST THEY KNEW WE WERE DIFFERENT. IT SHOULD HAVE ENDED THERE. I COULD HAVE STOPPED IT, BUT I FROZE. MAYBE I DIDN'T WANT TO PROVE THEM RIGHT ABOUT US BEING DIFFERENT. OR MAYBE PART OF ME WANTED IT TO HAPPEN. EVERYTHING AFTER THAT'S A BLUR. I DID FIND OUT SOMETHING THAT NIGHT. I'M A 𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐑. THAT WAS THE WORST MOMENT OF MY LIFE. YOU THINK I DIDN'T FEEL ANY REMORSE FOR WHAT HAPPENED. BUT I DID. SHAME. GUILT. PANIC. I COULDN'T BEAR FEELING ALL OF IT ANYMORE. SO I DECIDED NOT TO. I SHUT OFF MY HUMANITY THAT NIGHT. I WAS SCREAMING FOR HELP. YOU JUST COULDN'T HEAR IT.”